I have been married for more than 75 months now.. Life has been pretty cool in our terms; we do have nasty fights and drastic terms exchanged, pricked and poked. But, life has always taken us to places and we have pushed ourselves back home with a lot of hope and strength...
Everyday in our lives, we see not only different people but also, so different ourselves. Every morning, facing each other could be an awesomatic way to start the day or it would be the most difficult one.
We do know, we are exactly the opposite to each other; we don't have common interests, no similar likes, no corresponding perspectives. But sometimes, this cruel life pattern brings these things to the obvious limelight that the bitterness, stings through your heart. We feel so outsider to the family.
We get to that uncomfortable companionship state that, we don't want to look into each other's eyes or even speak a word to them.
The pain of being different sometimes aggravates to the saturation that every move of us expects a response and it is always in negation or opposite of what we expect. We feel ignored when we actually want to be pampered.
Life is indeed clumsy and confusing... It becomes clumsier and more confusing when you expect it to answer your questions.
All that you can do is just trust that, this too shall pass; put on ur armor and ready yourself for another tricky day...
Fingers crossed...
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