Life..

LIFE: Just a four letter word, but its one of the biggest gifts that anyone can earn for themselves. It has its own beautiful ways of teaching values. Life, is a teacher that teaches us with experiences. Not everybody has been able to live life king size, and it includes me too.

According to many people who know me, I had always been screwing up things, when it could have been a very smooth travel, if I had acted the other way. I always kept thinking why I had taken a particular decision.

Whenever I look back, I feel that My life, was really a very enthusiastic, vivid one till I scored a very high score in my twelfth standard. Being one among the school toppers, I was suggested to join one of the leading institutions for my Integrated Masters in Software Engineering. From then, it had been a much stressed living, as I was away from my loved ones. I was surviving all alone. But from day one I was out of home, Life had been teaching me something or the other. As I had told earlier, I started learning from my experiences.

I adapted myself to a new society, made new friends, built new relationships, tried to hold up with them, succeeded in a few and failed in most, understood people’s perspective, communicated, learnt and kept updating my knowledge repository with all that I got. With these inputs, I established my unique identity, or what is called my Individuality. Day by day, I found that my identity was getting shaped up, with the new experiences I had and lessons I learnt from them. One fine day, I decided to use up the repository I created for myself. I decided to make myself someone a bit better than an Emotional person. This was a very painful decision that would affect lot of preset things and people in my life. I took this risk as I felt that it would be something which I will need in a long run. And I understand that, this is a journey of thousand miles and I have just taken a few steps. My transformation looks very minimal from outside. But it is a very troublesome and heavy assignment for a person like me, who breaks down after a certain amount of blockage. I am very grateful, to lot of people, who walked into my life in some instance, left an impression in me and helped/are helping me through the transformation. Without them, even the few steps which I took would not have been possible.

I understand now that, I scored well in my twelfth standard to be out of home, to learn things by myself, to fill my knowledge repository, and to under go this tranformation so that I will be able to face my future challenges, in a better way.

Undergoing the tranformation, now I understand, Life: The puzzle that puzzles you more when you try to solve it. Life has its own way of teaching us values..!